I read today's Catholic readings in hopes that they would provide some significance to my post, but they don't. They were able reverence to God and your parents. And living through God's wisdom. There was also a mention of Anna (some prophetess). Anyhow, the reason I thought about the reading was because I recall something about Jesus building his house on the rock. Or something about the keystone (I just looked it up). I think I misunderstood it, but it also works. Sorry, I digress. Basically what I want to say is something I've said before, but today it has a little more meaning/relevance to it.
I love you. You brighten my dark moments. You magnify the bright ones. Jesus said to build our house on him so that he can be our strength and foundation. You are my strength and foundation. Jesus is cool too, but I rely on you. As for the keystone, apparently, that reading refers to completing the church/house. You complete me. So you are both my strength and you complete me (#jerrymaguire). I tried to find an inspirational picture, but I decided this picture was a good mixture. It shows the beauty of nature/God. And it shows the beauty of us. I hope in time, I am your rock and gable stone (people mistake it for keystone which is the beginning of building). I also hope in time, we can learn to grow and be better people for ourselves and for each others. I pray that we can learn to set aside our negativities, while nurturing our positive qualities. I know we'll never be "perfect", but I want us to strive to be perfect for each other by being perfectly imperfect (wrong in all the right ways). Well I have to go pick you up from work now and stop by Minh's on the way. I'm sorry this was a longer than normal post. I'm also sorry that I don't really spell check anymore because I hate rereading what I right. It's kind of like listening to how I sound. ATEN!
I do hope in time you will be my rock too. At this moment, I see you as 2 people: one very nice Danh, and one not so nice Danh. I’m hoping not to get too many more visits from the not so nice Danh, I will control my emotion better, will not let it affect him or bring him back, because when he comes, it can get scary and tiring, I will try not to trigger him to come back because he doesn’t want to either. I know I can do it. Just control your emotion, uyen. It’s no big deal. Let it go. Let that not so nice Danh go and only invite the nice Danh.
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