Melancholy

Today has been an off day. I don't know why. I woke up watching cartoons and felt kinda lazy and melancholy the whole day. I tried to force myself to work, but it just felt odd today. You replied to my post asking if you're lemons. Sometimes you are, but you're also the lemonade. It can't be helped I guess. Today I was thinking how lucky we both are that we found each other. Sometimes it's easy to forget that. I know it's hards to imagine life without each other, but I'm fairly certain, we'd both find a way to live without each other. But let's not imagine that world. It's not one I want to live in.

Anyhow, it's not to say that since we're lucky we shouldn't try. I think we should definitely work to outdo each other in terms of being good partners for each other. I remember hearing once, "imagine a world where we try to out nice each other". I seem to be having word vomit (just saying random things). But you know what's not vomit? That I love you. I wish life was simpler, and I'm sure that we could make it, but that's beside the point. Being with you makes it better. ATEN!!