The only thing that is constant in life is change. Ironic phrase really. Look below, what a difference time makes...
Anyhow, change doesn’t have to be bad. Like most things in life, it’s often how we react to change rather than the change itself. I’m a little afraid of the changes the future holds for us. I’m just hopeful that we will react in the best way 🙏🏽 TLG!!!
Hopefully this time it doesn’t get deleted. I’m afraid of changes after we’re married too, and that is having a child. it can make or break you. I’m most afraid of you being annoyed and mad at me and yell at me if I don’t take care of the child the way you like, for example, allowing other people hit the child if he misbehave. We haven’t come to an agreement with this; but does it matter if we have different opinion? I’m ok with you being annoyed with me, like how you were before we went to the Hill while I was working on wedding stuff. Wedding stuff will be done so you can’t be annoyed with me forever, but there are things that are forever and I don’t know if I have the strength for it. After all I do work full time like other women and responsible for my mortgage and utilities and parents. After my biopsy, we will have a serious talk about having kid. If there is a higher chance the chance will break us, then I really don’t want one.
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